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here in this moment: i don’t know what to bring to the stage.

what has been done i will not recreate and what hasn’t been done i cannot imagine.

at least under these conditions.

life is somewhere in the middle of all that. doing and not doing and imagining.

i would like to create something.

fuck im worthless

and hungry

but still fat

and my skin smell weird

im scratching my head

i don’t know what to type

i want a big white stage

i want to spread the word

im sleeping with this guy on my terms

i am ruthless

i really am evil

i really have nothing to bring to the stage

im embarassed

i feel dead air in my head

what would i do if you threw me on stage and i had to do it it it dirty it

im fucked

and I’m poor

don’t know what id do with money if i had it though

buy some fuckin fame

or a stage

or some bright fuckin ideas

cause I’m a wave away from being washed up

“im an actor” “we thought so!”

“what are you in?”

this.

bitch.

Posted 1 month ago 1 note

thankyouthankyouthankyou said: you are not worthless. you are amazing mk. nyc baby
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